2007 Horoscope!

*PISCES *
*OVERVIEW:* Pisces is having a once in a lifetime opportunity for greatchanges this year. You will be having the time of your life, expressing yourloving and compassion to the world and fulfilling your boldest dreams. Therewon't be a dull moment and you will intuitively know exactly what path tofollow and what feels right in your heart.
You will feel compelled to grasp new opportunities that manifestself-transformation in your career. You're stepping into your power easily,especially around April when you are urged to express your visionarymentality. You might rediscover your musical abilities and express yourselfin creative ways. You have the power and inspiration to bring mysticalsensitivity to what's around you. It's time to bring out the dreamy, lovingand compassionate side of yourself and let it shine.
You may want to get involved in writing, be it lyrics, poetry or just selfreflection. Your idealistic nature is inspired from a strong connection toyour surroundings, and you easily express yourself from a place of innerawareness. Your natural ability to communicate ideas to others is keenlyperceptive now. Focus on trusting your intuition and you will get throughnearly any circumstance. You need to lighten up about difficulties in life.Don't be so critical and overly concerned about details. Because you're sosensitive to others' moods, you may feel like you're not coming across in avery positive way. Take time out and have fun this year. Embrace thatintimate love relationship you have!

*CAREER:* With your outgoing nature and good work ethics, this is a great year to work with the public and let some of your hidden qualities shine outwardly. You are a good manager and make a wonderful role model to motivate others. Your high-minded principles spell success. Working in a higher educational field -- perhaps teaching philosophy or meta physics --would be very good for you. You feel comfortable teaching others aboutintangible principles because you've worked so hard to acquire your ownself-awareness. Because of your compassion and being such a good listener, people feel drawn to you and look to you for advice.

Very ambitious and seriously striving to reach your goals, you will achieve success this year. You will be asked to step up to the plate in new ways tohelp others. You will go through a lot of powerful transformationsthroughout the year in your career. You may have sudden and surprisin gopportunities -- traveling to distant lands, perhaps -- and will benefit from taking advantage of them. Try exploring new horizons, since it is agood time to expand your repertoire of skills and knowledge.
You will benefit from grounding yourself from time to time in the practicalconsiderations of life, especially since you will be asked to give out somuch energy this year. Your work may be quite demanding, and sensitivePisces needs to take time out just to relax, regroup and dream, especiallywhen summer rolls around -- your favorite time of year. You need torecharge. Spend time alone in nature, especially by the sea.

*LOVE:* Home and domestic issues are extremely important to you this year.You will feel close to those you love in your home environment. You areselective about emotional attachments. You have many positive friendshipsand feel socially comfortable. Being the sentimental and emotionallysensitive Pisces that you are gives you a gentle compassionate and lovingpersonality, and the opposite sex appreciates that about you.

You are idealistic and self-sacrificing. People adore you and can't getenough of your good nature, especially since you are a reliable friend andcompanion. Cuddling up next to a fireplace and having popcorn while watchinga romantic movie or reading a book ignites the fantasy of having an intimaterelationship. You'll find happiness when you connect with your higher self,and you function at your best when staying true to your fundamental visionof spiritual union in the world. Find someone who shares that vision.

Your comfort level will definitely be going through some changes thisyear and you may even feel an urgency to move into a permanent homebase. Emotional risks aren't something you want to take, and you mayfeel insecure about sharing your love with anyone else. As a result,you may feel vulnerable and raw. This year, learn how to overcomefears and trust your higher self to find the perfect relationship foryou. In the springtime, you may be ready for a new relationship, orwant to find new avenues of expression in your current relationship.You will be going through a lot of positive changes regarding yourfeelings this year, and it will make an enormous difference in yourlife.

Return on Investment (ROI)

well well...its not the ROI that you may think..but its the ROI for investment of feelings i did in a person but got ZERO returns or profit..I won't say it was bad investment..its good still..and im sure it will be for someone lucky..but not for me..i didnt get the returns i expected out of it..time n again it fluctuated in value..sometime high sometime low..sometimes it almost hit rock bottom..and then stablized..but now after these many fluctuations i have realized tht i shld step out..and call it quits..i tried earlier also but this time im kind of sure..it has taken a lot of my mind n heart..made happy n sad..but it has been a good experience n a learning..

just for u :o)

Xmas Concert

Xmaz is still a fortnight away but today i attended my first ever xmaz concert at cathedral church at North Avenue..opposite to rashtrapati bhavan here in delhi..and i was given the oppurtunity by preethi paul (lookin nice in maroon saree)..my foster team member n friend...she was part of the choir/chorus (preethi please correct me if i am wrong) and she was full on wit it standing in the front row...swinging her head like a pendulum to the music..taa ri ra (left)..taa ri ra (right)..no ofense meant preethi..jus appreciating the fact that you were enjoying what you were doing..which is needed in whtver u do [right sam ;)] anyways..the church was awesome..british architecture (again correct me if im wrong)..it was jus like the way we have seen in movies..huge dome like strucutre..the best part of the entire concert was father (must be 70-80 age) singing one of the community songs and he was perfect..all in all it was a good experience on wintry sunday evening..the only problem was tht me n shravan had to walk about a KM to catch the transport to the nearest metro station.. :))

jaane kyun..

jaane kyun...ekpal ko lagti ho apni or doosre pal parai
jaane kyun...ekpal hasate ho aur doosre pal rulate ho
jaane kyun...pass hokar bhi tum durr jaise ho
jaane kyun...khushi hai ekpal tumse aur doosre pal hai dukh..
jaane kyun..jaane kyun..

Dil

Dil Laga Na Dil Jale Se Dil Jal Jaega..
Ishq karna ishq hi tujhe tadpaega..

Dil Laga Na Dil Jale Se Dil Jal Jaega..
Ishq karna ishq hi tujhe tadpaega..

Koi yeh manena..koi yeh janena..
meine toh yeh jana hai ishq leta hai jaan..

dhoom dhoom jus take my life
dhoom dhoom jus break my heart
dhoom dhoom lelay mere jaan
dhoom dhoom tear me apart..

:)) ;o)

Feel

It doesn't feel the same now..aisa lagta hai jaise..we have gone back to the time we were in wen we started..formal sa lagta hai sabh kuch...may b coz of the distance..may b..but i don like it tis way..y r us topping ur self..plz yaar..aisa mat karo..lets be the same..as we were..wen u were here..plz..i wont ask for anything else from u..pakka..

Smile

:-) Are u smiling B.E.?? C i am :o)

22nd November

Well...it was ur bday..and it turned out be complete opposite of what i had thght of it will be..tch..i ruined it myself..writing stupid msgs..n then getting too serious about things happpening between us..in tht entire week..it wasnt a great feeling..tht i was going thru all..i was down n out..i guess u r right wen u say..bindaas raho.. :|

10th november

Ur last day..n tht day we fought again..but we finally met, talked and smiled..u said few things..i said few things..there was some hope..it didnt felt tht u r gone..as i thght it wld..but it was good..i thght ill c u again..we will talk..i msgd to make our relationship stronger irrespective of the consequences and u said.."sahie jawab"

Lonely

Today after a long long time I was without my friends in office.. Chubs was on leave, Jold is in US, Richa, Preety, n Barkha are all in other orgs. Tch..its been a long long time..Waise Ridz n Sam were there..and I had a chat wit Chubs on phone.. :)) N u..u..u..having masti in UK..

Marriage=Love+Friends..Naah.. :-|

Marriage (mrg)..well what kind of mrg or i should say life partner (female; for those who might think otherwise) i want (ideal scenario)..i would want someone who is not just my wife or ardhangini, or sati savitri...but someone who can be my friend and only friend..i guess love between friends (like my best friends) is unconditional..there is no ego..no hassles..there is lot of freedom..u have space..this is how i love my friends..i don ask anything from them..i don need anything from them..neither do they...but we are there for each other at any point of time to help, laugh, cry, fight, argue, discuss, make fun, go out for coffee, sametime chats, emails, cafe coffee day..we are there...and we will try to be always there..

but i dont kno why when you get married..such things dont exist..there are hell lot of expectations..ego..aise..waise..fights..cribs..i mean i havent been through all of this myself..but whatever i have heard of..

may be its bcoz ppl dont try to make it work the 'friendship' way..and take things for granted..'ghar ke murgi dal barbar' types..

i dont know if i'll be in the same situation or not..i wldnt want to..therefore i said i want a friend n not a wife..its fun that ways..

Think Before Pinging Your Ex

I read an interesting article on WIRED. Its about msging, or emailing, or getting in contact somehow with your ex flame :). Its a nice to read article and tells you how it feels when you get a small lil msg from your ex and then u think to reply to it or not..and then when you reply..u kill urself waiting for the response.. :))

Read here.

Bay no. 21

Bay no. 21..
As i walk in the aisle ..i turn to c u in Bay no. 21..but i don c u anymore..
i feel sad..i think of u..the place looks so empty..all bays look empty..the floor looks empty..
the building looks empty..there is emptiness all around..
i avoid goin there anymore..coz my eyes turn automatically to look for u..n wen i don see u..tch... :-|
i want u to come back...but im happy for where u r..n where u will go..im missin u

Wedding Schedule

Wedding Schedule for Oct'06 to April'07
29th Oct - Manjusha
2nd Nov - Barkha
19th Nov - Gurpreet
15th Dec - Saurabh (Cousin)
5th Feb - Gaurav (Cousin)
9th Feb - Abhay (Cousin)
20th Feb - Sam
April - Neha (Cousin)

The schedule is subject to change in form of additions of dates :))

SIN

My 3 SINs:
1. Coffee
2. Coke/Pepsi
3. Not giving time to PMP..

Help me..I wanna get rid of these.

Genie

------
If you wanna be with me
Baby there's a price to pay
I'm a genie in a bottle
You gotta rub me the right way
If you wanna be with me
I can make your wish come true
You gotta make a big impression
I gotta like what you do
-------

B.E. is a genie :)) "If u wanna be wit me..Im a Genie in a bottle..You gotta rub me the right way.."

Bed of Roses

Everything with B.E. is bed of roses these days..after last week's hiccup we are back to normal..infact i must say better..i did a few stupid things whcih i realise now..i always kept thinkin kahin kuch zayda toh nahin bol raha hoon mein..i should hold back..aur phir wohi hus jiska mujhe darr tha..and she said wht she had to..it felt like something crashed on my head..something hit me :)) and i wrote to B.E. what i was thinking..and what all i made of the entire one month..and B.E. didnt liked it..obviously..no one would..what all i wrote..no one would like it..i was thinking of making it more worse..but i didn't..i thank my stars :)) but now everything is clear..its fun...and im trying to tone down...kam bolna..but u kno wat...its so bloody tuf..i cant do it.. :)) and i dont want to also..after all 4 days ke zindgi hai.. wat say B.E.?? am i right na :)

Allright

Everyone is there to contribute for fun, treats, but wen it comes to work everyone does there bit but no one is ready to take an extra step..why? everyone wants to run away..are we in some charity or what? is everything allright..

Evolution

my team members are evolving with each passing day...we take anytihng and create a double meaning out of it..infact double meaning is chotu word..we make triple, quadruple, penta meanings out of it...our discussion topics range from anything to sextrology to "if men can be raped?" to condoms to honeymoons/pre honeymoon, pubetry, fertiliy age, reproducing, pen and ink, hindi abuses (all MC, BC, C, BetiC)...god..if any stranger comes to our bay they run away with embarassment..some jus simply ignore or us or they will look at the monitor and pretend as if they dont kno anything..and some jus simply ignore..i wonder wht the ppl in other bay think of us wen they hear what we all we talk...jus the other day i was in bay 28 and i could hear mr. nitin's laughter..which can be heard across the floor..things are very different from the days of rich n barkhs..those were very innocent days but now its like anything goes..jus like a WWE Hardore Extreme Wrestling match...anything from anywhere.. :)) but its fun..and every morning we have a visitor who comes to burn calories..she is preethi paul..
also i mus mention that SAM is the center point of most of the discussion..im sure ull agree SAM :))

4 years

Wow..it seems like yesterday...17th Oct, 2002..My first day at GE..it was my NHO..everything seems so exciting..there was less traffic coming home..road was narrow..there was less buildings..infact jus ship building and DLF square..2 days at NHO..getting mixed with call center crowd..coz no one knew whatz elearnin then..even now very few know.. :)) then on 21st i started actual work..there came monica kumar..are u the new GD and i said yes..chalo jaldi bahut kaam hai like it happens most of the time with new joinees..mjor rush and no download..and with it started my days at ge/gecis/genpact..and haven't looked back since then..every day has been brining good things to life..imagination at work..a dawn of the new day..every day has been proud and every day has created a business impact.. :)) its been fun..new jargons, acronyms..COPIS, SIPOC, GB, SPOC, WBR, TCON and what not..six sigma, GB, BB, LEAN..GD Forum, Design forum, endless meetings, initiatives, coomunications skills, team lead, project lead, APM, PM, AVP, AFM, FM, Design Architect..just the other day i heard this new one..Technolody Analyst :)) ZD, First pass, SODA :)) STAR RATING, RnR, Townhall, Fundoo Friday, FUnky Hours, Grind Break..QES, EMS, DAP, SKILL INDEX..a lot has changed..difernet team names..GEMS, GEHC, Xcelerators, Incredibles, TnX :)) ..the company name..building, transport, food, cafeteria, barrista is still the same though..kind of work we do..we do more ne stuff then wht we used to do 4 years back..elearning has shrunk..so many have gone (this year it has been the highest), old folks are still there (Shravan, Charu, SHyam, Preeta, Anjali)..each year i have grown not only in age but professionally..i have learnt so much..the greatest thing about this place is people and the trainings and also you come across so many different people and u learn so much from them..u exchange ideas..share jokes..sorrows...there is so much i can write..this place has give me my best buddy in preety and gr8 friends in rich, chubs, jold, ridz, barkhs..and other pals..dushti, nitin, dj, shravan, sam, preethi..
i have won awards, best lean projects, functional star, quizes, antakshri..
have tried different cuisines..watched n number of movies..
arguments..fights..
and my best year of the last 4 years has been 2006 when i met..umm..mmm..mmm.. ;)) actually this has been the best year in many other ways..i have matured :)) i talk sense :)) i am not negative or cynical anymore :)) i am a project lead, i organised the best townhall, i don fight for QESs score anymore..though this has been the year which has been most unstable for others and the organisation..so many movements..so many changes..so many resignations..now these things don make any difernece..i have become immune..coz i have good things to keep me busy :)))

i don kno if ill be still around at the end of 5th year..would love to..i don kno..may be..may be not.. :)) but this has been the best 4 years.. :)) it feels great

That's Me..

Sustainable Competitive Advantage (SCA)

Well this is topic of my MBA exam tomorrow... When i read such topics I end up comparing what i read with the situation that is there currently in my organisation..SCA means builindg an assest or a competency unique to the organisation based upon the events happening in the external enviornment of the organisation. And based upon these assests or competencies you become the market leader. But I don't think my organisation has any of these..or may be they are there but everyone is too lost in internal metrics..data..numbers..targets..do we have a vision or mission statement..do we have a business strategy..y do we wanna do everything but not do one thing perfectly..one thing that makes us stand out in the market..makes us different from ther competition..helps us meet the unmet needs of the customer..

y do we have exams..these books are so nice to read n understand n think..but not for exams..plz

Don't..

..read too much into my previous posts guys..its jus the phase of life im goin thru...Naahh...Nooo...its not that...well..yes it is..u kno it all..don't u..someone asked me..do i like someone..i said no comment..but if i think of it now..i shld have said i like everyone..the question should have been is there someone special...;) :))..no not yet...too soon n too late..

After sometime...

..Ill be singing..

Judaa hoke bhi tu..
Mujh bhi kahin baki hai..
Palko mein bankar aansoun..
Tu Chali aate hai..
Judaa hoke bhi..

Shayar

Mein Shayar toh nahin..
Magar aae hseen..
Jabh se Dekha...Tujhko..Mujhko..
Shyari Aaa gae...

:)))

Ufff...

Uff yeh zalim zamana..
Uff yeh zalim zamana..
dil todega humara..
manaega khushi..
aansuon pe humare..
manaega khushi..
aansuon pe humare..
uff yeh zalim zamana..

25th August 2006

Well well...i did the impossible.. :)) hand shaking..heart beat faster then the bullet train..chilled from top to bottom..i said it.. :)) and then started the struggle..the mushkil bit..the xcitement hasn't got over...its getting painful each day..every moment..but its fun..an experience of the life time :))

Barrrrisstaa Gang

Here we are...the Barrrisstaa Gang..Do we look cynical??? Naahh..

Nokia N91

Well well...finally I have the iPod killer...NOKIA N91..4GB har drive in a phone!! 2 MP Camera!! Video Recorder!! 3G!! What not..It has almost everything u can dream of in a gadget!! :-)

2 Years

I have completed 2 years of blogging..Have I? ummm...Well I wont call myself an avid blogger..i make an entry once a month or may be not even that..though I have been regular with my monthly enteries..I put in all my thoughts on a single day itself.. :-) I hope i can do better..There are so many thoughts always..

Kharoos

Thats what the first impression people have about me...that im a kharoos..they are afraid of coming near to me..talkin to me..i say Hi rudely..im a SARO..kya yaar..im not that bad...its just that i don like any nonsense..so i try to keep people away till i know them better..im a bhala manus on this beatiful planet..i cant hurt anyone..im fun to be wit..i guess..wat say my dear friends? :-)

Im waiting for the person who'll break this trend and say that im not kahroos.. :-)

Ignorance

Well well well...people think i ignore them big time...when i dont..i mean y shdl I...i try my best to give time to everyone..i have my own things..which i guess i am allowed to..may be the fault is mine..i set up high expectations..by being nice n sweet most of the time if not all the time..

then they are others who think that when we plan for some outing(movie, lunch)..well to them ill say...ill decide wit whom i want to go where i want to go what i want to eat..which movie i wanna c..do i come n ask u..where u went..why u went..

imagine ppl do khusrrr phusrrr amongst themselves instead of talking straight to me..cmon yaar..hi time we grow up n get over this..

and i don ask to hear NO or anyother type of unnhh aannhh...yeh woh..aise waise..i just hate it..

working in a team or talking nicely doesnt mean that u have bloody married the team to carry all over the place..sorry for being rude..but thats the way things are..b

Thinking

These days i'm thinkin what B.E. is thinkin..I want to know what B.E. thinks..Have had enough of silly games..chit chats..i guess its time to get down to the real business..I guess B.E. is afraid..I know u r not like that..but u r running away from facing a truth B.E. what say?

Temperature

last week it got very hot n humid...i was sweating like anything while coming to office or even at home..apart from the obvious reasons of this being summer time and monsoon just round the on corner and humdity at all time high..the other reason was my friend and team mate..SAM.. :-) due to her the temperature both inside n outside the office was very high..now i wont tell u why..for those who kno her will understand it ;-)

SAM i dont mind such high temperature when its coz of u :))

Gods Canvas

These days when going back home i look at the sky..it seems its like a big canvas and someone has filled it up shades of blue, grey, orange, white, brown...ascending and descending airplanes, birds, clouds...a wonder mix..its an amzing site..hw i wish i have camera to capture the beautiful sight..it makes the day worthwhile... :-)

Yeh..

Yeh Aankhen Dhoond Lete hain Unka Nishann!!
Din kay andheray mein
Raat ke Ujalay mein

Good times..

..bcoz things are lukin gud wit B.E. :))

RICHISMS

My best buddy rich has a unique way of saying things..whenever she says something..the action comes first in that sentence and the object comes second.. :)) some of the examples of RICHISMs are:

a) Aa sam mein teri utaroon... (action and then a long pause)... NAZAR!!! (the object)
b) pehle chunks ek ek karke hum sabke lega phir hum iske lenge...(action..)...Photo!!! (the object)
c) chunks tumne mere leli...(action)....CHAIR!!! (the object)
d) I did it with pen..

People

Its amazing how people around you can be so concerend about you without even you urself realizing that fact. And that is what exactly people at my workplace are..Imagine they are discussing about the fact that I'm one of the"eligible bachelor" around and which girl will suit me right. They couldn't find any suitable match for me. They also rejected a girl because they think that Im too good for her..she is not what a girl should be for me..and also there are some who think that for me a right girl would be who is jus like me..And all of this is being discussed and talked about in a group where im not present :))

hmmmm....im mighty impressed...ppl being so concerned abt me..wht is right and wht is wrong for me.. :))

Its all bcoz of the fact that there so lil to do at my wrkplace and also ppl think tht their life is less important than mine or anybody else's..so lets cookup stuff..

I wonder what they'll do when i actually end up choosing a girl or the other way round...ppl will do a complete diagnosis and discuss thereport amongsts themselves.

Cmon people...grow up..

Finally...

...me n b.e. met n chatted..i told everything to b.e. why i strted talkin..wht i think...wht all crap has happened..what our so called well wisher think..n b.e. told me all tht she had to..she obviously denied all wht the well wisher said..she said its completely opposite.. :) and asked me wht i think after all this..

thats a big ques? what i think? i don kno wht i think b.e. i don wanna think..i have already told u wht i think..rest is upto u .. u tell me wht u think :))

i mus say this b.e. u r nice :)

n i'm decent.. :))

n trust me :)

Birthday Party

Today we had a birthday party in office...actually it wasnt a birthday party but it had all the ingredients of a birthday party...baloons, cakes, sandwiches, whistels, confetti, song n dance..the ocassion was rollout of some skill enhancement and functional programs for the various skill sets at my wrkplace..also the introduction of the new VP..it was supposed to be a serious affair..but few ppl have the habit of showin off the hidden and not so hidden talents of the resouces on the floor.. :))
not so happenin dance number..not so happenin host..not so happenin presenter..the only thing tht was happenin was the sound of the whistles that were given to all to blow all the wind away from their lungs..everyone was in full form when it came to blowing whistles..
the VP cam all decked up..in formals..with tie n office formals..but we all were told to wear jean n white shirt..tht too on a thursday... :)) all the rules gone for a toss..then the VP was told to burst 3 big baloons..bursting of baloons..to mark the launch of 3 programs.. :)))..this is one of the not so hidden talent on display...VP asked ..do these baloons have candys :)) .."no" came he reply..to his dissapointment..
the launch was more exciting..there was a powerpoint..which had details of the programs...n if u blinked..u missed all the slides..the launch was so quick..and all of this was shared wit us earlier also..
i njoyed whistlin..n lukin at everyone..with a big Q? on their faces."excuse me..wht was this all abt?"
:)

Fake

suddenly im realizing the fact that people can be so fake and unreal..by people i mean those who are close ones...hote kuch hain..karte kuch hain...bolte kuch hain..eeeeggghhh!!! i just hate it all..fake n unreal people...its not abt sach or jhoot..its abt being genuine..doin things both from ur brain n the heart....kuch hota hai mujhe..jabh mein yeh sabh dekhta hoon..eeeeggghhh!!! my world is not like that..

Temper:: ME vs. B.E.

//--Pisceans--thatz me
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

//--SAGI - thatz B.E.
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

Temper

“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”


ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.


TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.


GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.


CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.


LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.


VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.


LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.


SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”



SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.


CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.


AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.


PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

Tell me...

...B.E. are you honest..?can i trust u..? are u true..? u think i'm nice..n i'll get hurt..well i can show u my not so nice side too..? u wanna try..have the guts..?

Kids

Kids are nice...i like my newphew a lot..but these days kids are very intelligent..they kno how to get things for thmselves..coz they kno tt they are a pampered lot..so whtever thsy ask for will be made available to thm...this has also made kids very ziddi (cant remmbr the english wrd) types..also more cranky..they keep their parents on the toes..all the time..parents also want to give the best..sometimes i wonder whn these kids growup hw will they turn up..will they be as ziddi as they are now..or they will bcome normal like us..

Why B.E.

Hey Girl
Why do u have to be like tht..
why do u want all the attention..
and whn u ge it why do u act funny..
u enjoy attention..
u like havin fun..
u want thm all over...
u dont like being ignored..
thn why don u step out..
thn why don u come frwrd and face the world..face me...
what is tht scares u..
Why u want things ur way all the time..
Why u always think its not the right time..
U kno what I want but why u still act dumb n ignorant
Why are u so careless..
U don want to talk..i wont..
But Why u dont tell me tht...i wont ask or say anything..
Why..Why..Why..

B.E.

I hate u..

Amazing fact..

...is tht my clevage blog post has got most responses from girls...whtz wrong wit u girls..guys shld respond more.. ;-)

my life..

...is a mixed bag of emotions these days...jadugar ke potli with different colors...i feel happy at times..i feel sad other times..i miss my best buddy...when i talk to her she doesnt responds..she makes me wait..i crack jokes wit sam n rich..go for coffee breaks wit chubs n golds..chatter up on sametime..fight on sametime..get to hear diff stories abt a person i know..and then im forced to make decidions..n then think y i got into all of this..then after sometime im back to normal wit tht person...i try to create a feeling of trust...try to believe tht nothings wrong..be positive..inspite ppl tellin me to think otherwise..i hope im not makin a fool of myself..then i curse my org..for things happenin there..new client..new project...new responsibilties....im project lead..i need to learn things..say things like tht...im cycnical..im negative..i need to wrk on a smiling face..i look pareshan..i need to think abt marriage...i need a house..i need a car..i need to invest...aarrrgghhh!!! too much ho gaya yaar...

Clevage

Imagine you are talking to a girl and the kind of clothes she is wearing are clearing showing off her clevage..its so difficult to look into her eyes n talk..even if u try..even if u r 100% honest..i mean its not your average daily stuff..which girl will do tht in office..don't u realise tht whn u dress up..or ur eyes turn off whn u go down lookin..and to add to tht the girl acts funny and talks as if nothing is wrong..probably cursing the fact tht she cldn't show more to grab attention...uff..bygod..god bless my eyes..

Long time..

its been so long i havent created at any post..

Weak KNEES

What makes a girl’s knees weak?? What does it take for her to fall for you? :-)

PUSH n PULL

Apart from other BIGGEST Truths of life like “change is the only constant of life” etc. there is another one that I realized today..ie PUSH n PULL :-) To get a ticket for ride on metro u need to a lil push n pull..n then to get into the train u need to do lil push n pull..then to get out of the train u need to do a lil push n pull…then the biggest of all..bhagwan ke darshan takes the cake..today I went to hanuman mandir in CP and to get to the point of darshan..had to do lot of pushin n pullin n getting crushed..all this for a small tikka on my forehead..i got nothing to see..huh..it was really tuf..isliye I say bhagwan to mann mein rehta hai mandir jane ke zarorat nahin hai.. :-)

Apart from the above mentione PUSH n PULLs there are others like u do a lot of pushin n pullin at workplace to get your work done, makin people happy, makin them sad..

Also love also involves lot pushin n pullin ;) ;)

So PUSH n PULL are truth of life..there are here to stay life long

Welcome 2006

31^st December the new section of the metro open for public in delhi. So we decided to go for a joy ride on 31^st nite. Went to rajouri garden. And to our surprise there is a new mall that has come up jus next to the station. You enter the mall as exit the station. It reminded me of Singapore where station exit takes you to the mall. :-) Feels like we are on the right track of progress. Though its late but still..its good to see things happening in Delhi, India. :-)

1^st Jan, 2006 - Had a good start to the new year. Went on to metro again and this time to CP. With the number of people on most station it seemed that suddenly the entire delhi is come out for picnic. CP station has the most number of people. From there went to Hanuman mandir for some bahgawan darshan amongst all pushin n getting crushed in the crowd. From there went to chawri bazaar (old delhi). And its amazing to see the difference between the world unerground and the world over it. Chawari Bazar station is an underground metro station and the platforms are three level down. So to catch the train the only way goin down is through 3 escalators. It feels all so modern and surprising. But as you come out of the station it’s a completely alien world of OLD delhi. Small crowded dirty rickshaw’ed streets, entangled electricity wires, urdu n hindi hoardings, small shops, smell of desi ghee etc. etc. Don’t know what to call alien; the world under or the world above. Another interesting thing about chawari bazaar station is that as you get out of it there is a ASHOK chat wala on the left and there is ASHOK chat wala on the right. :-) I went to the right one and his chat was deadly because they were too spice. Then in the small lane I was able to find out a tikki wala. Good tikki he made n pao bhaji too :-) I recommend that anyone wants to try chat pappri of OLD delhi then take the metro to chawari bazaar n get in the lane of the ASHOK chat wala on the left. :-)

YEAR 2005

Work - Year 2005 was very happening year for me..Professionally it was exceptional..with my promotion, awards, ratings etc etc. Though at the end of the year it all seem to be screwing up by the thghts of some people about me..which did surprised me a bit..but at the same time I came out creating a level trust amongst those people..(but then does it really matter, yes it does..) .

Friends - At personal level made some real good friends in Rich, Jold, n Barkhs. They have been great to work with n loads of fun too. And my friendship with my best buddy grew stronger with each passing day.

Love - As far as girlfriend or love is concerned nothing happened..though I fell in love many times but since the fall was so deep I got lost to realize who the girl is :):). But this helped me goin for coffee breaks n lunch wit my buddies and spending more money on myself. Also im under pressure of getting married by end of this year..initially it wasn’t that stronger but after my promotion its has picked up pace.. :|

Reading novels - I started reading novels too..I read Harry Potter – Part one, Mashi by Rabindra Nath Tagore and Five point something which I must say is the best book I have read so far. Its hilarious and very real..actually it is coz it’s a true story of the author about the time he spent at IIT campus.

Coffee - Second part of the year I made cappuccino part of my staple diet..daily one cup of it became a must. By the end of the year I wanted to stop havin it..but couldn’t and im still trying…

Cuisines – 2005 I tried different cuisines along with regular Indian varities. I tried Mexican n Italian (Hardcore). Mind u..all veg stuff. :) And I think Mexican is the best coz it tastes more Indian and also because there is a restaurant in GGN called Sweet Obsession. It makes the best Mexican (that’s the only place I have had Mexican). Next I wanna try THAI.

Movies – I saw lot of movies this year..middle of the year I was watchin movie every week..coz that was the time best movies came out..my best for the year..BLACK, SARKAR, and NO ENTRY. I liked Bunty n Bubli for the Kajrare song and Aishwarya Rai in it. :)

DOUBLE MEANING – Me, sam, n rich had formed a group and we use to sing all the cheap songs from hindi movies. Though the best came from a bhojpuri movie..”Raat bhar nimbu nichode sanya hamar..” and some people reacted to it by sayin..zaroor juice wala hoga.. @). Plus most of the thing said in my bay has to have a double meaning..like..zhadu said…” chal sam hum balls chura ke lain..i need two balls” HA HA..what she actually meant was that she needed glittery decoration balls for xmas tree :):)

FIRST TIME – first time I saw a play..1947..by amir raza hussain…it was an open theater. The play was on independence struggle but it lacked the impact it should have had. There were lot of cosmetic things attached to it like..revolving stage, lighting effects..but it didn’t lived upto the expectations..First time I saw a rock concert and saif ali khan live too.. :) and he was far better with his guitar performance then so called professional roock bands

Also for first time I got on to acting (small time) I did a role of underworld bhai in a skit on Corporatization of Underworld with their use of six sigma n lean n all..(party written by me) It was good fun n everyone appreciated it my role and were surprise to see me act. :)