Bed of Roses

Everything with B.E. is bed of roses these days..after last week's hiccup we are back to normal..infact i must say better..i did a few stupid things whcih i realise now..i always kept thinkin kahin kuch zayda toh nahin bol raha hoon mein..i should hold back..aur phir wohi hus jiska mujhe darr tha..and she said wht she had to..it felt like something crashed on my head..something hit me :)) and i wrote to B.E. what i was thinking..and what all i made of the entire one month..and B.E. didnt liked it..obviously..no one would..what all i wrote..no one would like it..i was thinking of making it more worse..but i didn't..i thank my stars :)) but now everything is clear..its fun...and im trying to tone down...kam bolna..but u kno wat...its so bloody tuf..i cant do it.. :)) and i dont want to also..after all 4 days ke zindgi hai.. wat say B.E.?? am i right na :)